getting off

I watched some porn this morning and then I masturbated in my tub. It was so fucking hard to get off. My body wanted it, but I think my head was not in the right place. I miss my boys tongue and his cock so badly. His tongue is like Gene simmons tongue. He can touch his nose with it. Yowza I miss it. I am going to fly to see him at the end of the month. He is then going to stay here for the summer. I cannot wait. I need to have him near me. His servitude and his submissiveness bring me to another planet! yum

meditation

I just returned from a meditation group and am in a really good head space. It is quite the boost I needed considering how difficult life has been lately. Times are tough all over and being away from my pet doesn't make it any easier. To have him here and at my feet would comfort me in a big way. I would just love to have him here to service me sexually to relieve a bit of tension from my day. Ahhhhhh. SOmetimes all you need is a little head!